i haven been blogging lately again
i guess everything thats happened lately are just those things you really can't talk about because the people its about will or may read it.
not like many ppl read my blog
but ya to be safe you know?
after what happened last time....

anyway kailin's gone to china
boo hoo woo foo

and life has been a little more lonely than normal lately

and the only ppl that seem to be talking to me are the kinds i dun wanna mix with anymore


and even with the minimal minimal contact trouble finds me again.
yes trouble seems to like me alot.


im getting really sick of it you know.
the enjoyment of it left a long long time ago.

but i guess it still likes me.

i have this feeling something bad is gonna happen
for the past 3 nights i dreamt of being in fights again.
and the ppl involved were kinda detailed.

sighs.

i just want the simple life