some pinoy weirdo stole my friendster pic..

http://profiles.friendster.com/49890342

i dunno to be angry or honored

i haven been blogging lately again
i guess everything thats happened lately are just those things you really can't talk about because the people its about will or may read it.
not like many ppl read my blog
but ya to be safe you know?
after what happened last time....

anyway kailin's gone to china
boo hoo woo foo

and life has been a little more lonely than normal lately

and the only ppl that seem to be talking to me are the kinds i dun wanna mix with anymore


and even with the minimal minimal contact trouble finds me again.
yes trouble seems to like me alot.


im getting really sick of it you know.
the enjoyment of it left a long long time ago.

but i guess it still likes me.

i have this feeling something bad is gonna happen
for the past 3 nights i dreamt of being in fights again.
and the ppl involved were kinda detailed.

sighs.

i just want the simple life

call it pride
call it ego
call it whatever you want
but do you know what it feels like
to lose the one last thing you have to be proud of
not to show it off
but to be proud of myself

omg i have a sudden inspiration to blog.

maybe its just because i have tons of work to do and i really just want to delay it.

i mean seriously marketing is the fucked up shit.
i dun understand 2 pisses of it.

anyways.

its the first time im blogging in like 3 months???
so ya lots of updates

my hair is growing but still looking retarded.
like argh.
i dun even bother to style it or do anything to it anymore its just too retarded.

lets see whats been happening.
christmas

christmas eve i decided to share a hotel room with jess and the rest.
stupid budget shits are so budget and paid 30 each and i paid the rest which was about 200.
and i brought 2 bottles of vodka along too.
was quite a so-so countdown.
i dun know.
fun but not to the extent to make me like happy.
its not really fun when no one gets drunk.



ZOMG LOOK AT AH HAO'S FACE
(im the blob of hair in front lol)



o ya went out with grace too.
its weird.
seriously i cant discribe it.
its just weird going out with her.
like paiseh.
im like going out with my err.
my err.
i wanna say mom but thats too old.
i wanna say sis but thats too young.
aiya imagine inbetween la.
fyi shes 6 years older than me.

and i promised i'll go night safari with her some time.
sometime

lol

im so mean.
but shes really not that bad.
the age difference is just weird.

ok lets see...

new year

new year..
new year was a freaking hard time for me.
some of you should know why.
i spent the whole week drinking.
sometimes with people.
if i couldn find anyone alone.
yes,
alone.
that bad.
and because of that week i like got fired.
cos i was always late that week.
so ya.
sigh.
fired again.


i really was just planning on staying at home
but ya ppl start tempting me.
and i ended up deciding to go with kailin theyall to some ulu restaurant/pub/club
to be exact..
kailin.jenni.susu.leng.timo.jason.kelvin

bra's missing.

i haven seen her like since she got married.
sad.

o ya and guess who i saw at that ulu ulu shit place which was so fucking coincidental.
actually i dunno also
lol
some guy that used to like jazlyn
cant remember his name but hes quite nice la.

which got me a little emo again but not that much
i mean its the new year.
even if its been exactly 1 year its time to forget.

so ya.
get the fuck out of my head jazlyn toh jia yi.

hope that works.

anyway left the pub quite early.
around 2 i think cos i was going down to shit's to play mahjong
lol yes mahjong.
anyway kelvin was totally gone and jason was already halfway there.
so ya no one much to drink with me anymore.




i think i'll stop here first.
projects are calling me.
and i hate ppl who type super dupa long long super long wordy posts.
so i shant be one. =)
chow.